What a bitch 2012 has been, but I still thank God ;)

 This year, shit has happened. I may have not posted anything on this blog for a long long time but some facebook post reminded of this and I just had to come home to my public but no ones cares "diary" ;) It has really been a tough time this year going through ups and downs all year through.

 They all say love has a perfect time and a place, I realised I didnt use that guideline and fell quite hard. I want to blame technology for this but I know its just me, I did it all wrong. Being stubborn to myself and stuff. What is wrong with me?
But now I know what is a what-not and a what-to-do,well, I guess I did a little too many 'what-nots'.
Learn from my mistakes? OK, but it'll take some time, ok? *sigh*
One useful tip I learnt for this kinda stuff, NEVER just send a short message through a device all day long. I have to say this one was well, just awkward. I've grown to be more confident, but I guess its too late :(

  Even getting a post in BB was like war with the underworlds, I failed to attain a good post as I expected, but my total jealousy was for my best friend who apparently was close to the chairperson, my other good friend. He, well, joined for 4 months and got a higher post than me, so I got kinda angry. Update a status on facebook and promised that I'll never be active again. That status got attention, I dont know whether it is a good thing or not but the chairperson gave me post of Secretary. I felt a little bad for being a brat, but I also felt I deserved it.

  In BOD, I lost to a fair fight to my friend as Vice-Chairperson of the BOBM(Board of Break Monitors). That fight was saddening but I accept it as it was a fair vote thing. Took my head up high and continued my duties as a Break monitor. All in God's grace, I had the chance to go for prefectship AGAIN. So now, I am happily wearing the elegant but bitch to take care white pants. :D

  All In all, I thank God for being there for me. Everything bad came back for a good cause, for me to be a someone greater. Well, I take it as this just isnt the right time for the four letter word? I still want to get that cupid back though, shoot the same person twice, does that work? BUT, life goes on and with this, God is good and Smile :) Everything will eventually turn out fine in the end.

Present and Coming Days

 Lots of things have occured in the past few weeks.. ETC was unforgettable and even the Christmas March-in this year is different, don't really know why but it just was different. :) So currently I'll be waiting for other stuff..
 Well next thursday I'll be collecting my PMR RESULTS. Sooo, that makes me extremely nervous...which freaks me out. Hoping I'll be able to score.. :S
 Wish me Luck!
And now about BB, I've been trying to push myself a lot harder to reach some goals.
So now I've been apointed Photographer and Safety & Grounds(something like security Guard job) for next years CNY Gathering..
Which I dont think is pushing mysef enough..So I've asked to join the committee for Recruitment camp. :)

I hope I'll reach my goals for the future and make it work.. :)

Continuing My Journey There..Its Far, but I will keep Moving on.

SGC + Bootcamp = ETC

I am now a proud participant to say I SURVIVED ETC(Exposure Traing camp)!! Overall this camp seriously has made me grow, through tough times we all took our stand and encouraged each other to move on.. Even though some quit, together we bonded like no other team ive been in EVER before.


I really am thankful for BB(The Boys Brigade) that through this camp I have learnt to Lead and to really work as a team, it might be the usual stuff said but I am - or rather we are - saying this from the bottom of our hearts.
Here are the Pros and Cons.


PROS-
1) Achieved Leadership
2) Achieved Teamwork
3) Bonded REALLY well with the team
4) Learened how to control my mouth
5) Getting a new shoe
6) Learnt how to do thing without complain
7) Learnt how to negotiate better
8) Made new friends and bonded with them too


CONS-
1) Shoe broke
2) Got Darker/sunbruned
3) Not enough sleep


Overall if anyone says this camp was bad it'll be like saying Canon is better than Nikon, which is a very BAD thing to say.
Toik mm tiok? TIOK!! *Right or Wrong? RIGHT!!*

Futsal!!

Played Futsal for the first time today, VERY tiring indeed. Its technically Indoor football with rubber pellets and plastic fibres as the grass. Ahah, it was like "Facing the Giants" this time. The  other team players are freaking huge I'd say...so I felt so puny, playing around lost..XD Today's gonna be a busy day....till next time!   Oh wait, I forgot to mention. My team ended with an AWESOME thrashing of like 3 - 7+..