This year, shit has happened. I may have not posted anything on this blog for a long long time but some facebook post reminded of this and I just had to come home to my public but no ones cares "diary" ;) It has really been a tough time this year going through ups and downs all year through.
They all say love has a perfect time and a place, I realised I didnt use that guideline and fell quite hard. I want to blame technology for this but I know its just me, I did it all wrong. Being stubborn to myself and stuff. What is wrong with me?
But now I know what is a what-not and a what-to-do,well, I guess I did a little too many 'what-nots'.
Learn from my mistakes? OK, but it'll take some time, ok? *sigh*
One useful tip I learnt for this kinda stuff, NEVER just send a short message through a device all day long. I have to say this one was well, just awkward. I've grown to be more confident, but I guess its too late :(
Even getting a post in BB was like war with the underworlds, I failed to attain a good post as I expected, but my total jealousy was for my best friend who apparently was close to the chairperson, my other good friend. He, well, joined for 4 months and got a higher post than me, so I got kinda angry. Update a status on facebook and promised that I'll never be active again. That status got attention, I dont know whether it is a good thing or not but the chairperson gave me post of Secretary. I felt a little bad for being a brat, but I also felt I deserved it.
In BOD, I lost to a fair fight to my friend as Vice-Chairperson of the BOBM(Board of Break Monitors). That fight was saddening but I accept it as it was a fair vote thing. Took my head up high and continued my duties as a Break monitor. All in God's grace, I had the chance to go for prefectship AGAIN. So now, I am happily wearing the elegant but bitch to take care white pants. :D
All In all, I thank God for being there for me. Everything bad came back for a good cause, for me to be a someone greater. Well, I take it as this just isnt the right time for the four letter word? I still want to get that cupid back though, shoot the same person twice, does that work? BUT, life goes on and with this, God is good and Smile :) Everything will eventually turn out fine in the end.
